Summer Love ! <33

Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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This can not be happening.
I don't understand why,
it's too soon, I can't handle this.
I want to explain,
but I just...can't.
I'm praying to God this isn't true..
I don't know what I would do if it was.
♥

6:52 PM

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
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THREE days!
Ahh, I am SO excited!
3 days till I get to escape this town;
well atleast for a weekend.
And spend time with my BEST friend in the whole world!
Get drunk;;weoo, going to be fun!
Hope this week goes by fast...

7:34 PM

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hey, i cant wait until we hang out, gonna be fucking awesome getting pissed out of our minds! lol

By Anonymous, at February 21, 2008 at 12:58:00 PM PST

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Thursday, February 7, 2008
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For once, I want to hear I am beautiful, not hot.
I want to be liked for who I am, not who I pretend to be.
I want to feel like I have a real friend, not just friends who are there sometimes.
I want to be held, and not just by any boy.
I want a boy who is sober to want me when I am sober.
I wish I could be the true me, and not have to be fake.
But the truth is, the real me isn't good enough; isn't right.
Maybe I am happy, or maybe I am just really good at faking it.
Truth is, I don't even know anymore.
I wish I was "daddy's little girl", but instead I am just me; not good enough.
I want to be smart and fun, just like my brother.
I want to actually think I am pretty, and beable to believe people who they tell me.
I wish more than anything my dreams would come true.
I want these feelings to go away, but they never will.
Life is hard people tell me, but it will get easier, when is what I want to know...
It's been hard for way too long, and it still hasn't gotten any easier.
I wish someone would take me away from this pain;
I wish I had somewhere to go to get away from it all.
Five months, and maybe it will start to get better.
One thing at a time, starting with getting away from my dad, and these people.
Five months and I will possible be able to start my life over again.

It's time for a new escape, since all the ones I have tried are wrong.

6:14 PM

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I LOVE YOU BABE!! :D

By Michele, at February 9, 2008 at 8:08:00 PM PST

I love you too! <3
Can't wait till we can hangout!

By Anonymous, at February 10, 2008 at 12:17:00 PM PST

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Thursday, December 6, 2007
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Do I like you for you, or just because you pay attention to me.
You both confuse me so much...

K, well, you are one of my best friends, and I love spending time with you. All I've heard for the past week, is how you like me, yet, I don't see it being true. I'm scared to ask you if it is, in fear of making things awkward between us. It's happened once, between me and B, and I hated it. Why can't you just tell me if you do like me?!

And J, well, I like you, but I don't know if it is because you see me for me, or if it is becuase I do actually deep down like you. But, I can't see it ever working out, since the girls you have liked in the past are the total and complete opposite of me.

Why, do you boys have to be so confusing! Ugh, I'm sick of this!!

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007
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I guess this means good-bye.
I wish it didn't, but it does.
Back to being second-best,
I'll miss you

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Thursday, October 18, 2007
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Life doesn't seem to be getting an easier...
RIP Grandma, I'll love you forever!!
10:10am, Oct. 18, 2007 <3.

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Tuesday, October 2, 2007
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I need out, I need to get away...from these people, and this place.
I can't handle it anymore.
I'm SO sick of boys, and people constantly talking about me.
I've made bad decisions...get over it!
I held hands with a boy...OMG it must mean we are dating now
BEAT IT!
I just can't handle it anymore.
I'm about to break down.

6:28 PM

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SO COME TO MY HOUSE THIS WEEKEND!! WATCH SOME DEADLY FOOTBALL, POSSIBLY PARTY.. IF NOT.. HANG OUT WITH THE GIRLS (AND JASON)!!

WOO HOO

<3 LOVE YOU!! xx

By Michele, at October 2, 2007 at 8:02:00 PM PDT

Totally what I am planning on doing this weekend! (hopefully)
LOve you too! xoxox

By Nicole, at October 2, 2007 at 8:07:00 PM PDT

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