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For once, I want to hear I am beautiful, not hot.
I want to be liked for who I am, not who I pretend to be.
I want to feel like I have a real friend, not just friends who are there sometimes.
I want to be held, and not just by any boy.
I want a boy who is sober to want me when I am sober.
I wish I could be the true me, and not have to be fake.
But the truth is, the real me isn't good enough; isn't right.
Maybe I am happy, or maybe I am just really good at faking it.
Truth is, I don't even know anymore.
I wish I was "daddy's little girl", but instead I am just me; not good enough.
I want to be smart and fun, just like my brother.
I want to actually think I am pretty, and beable to believe people who they tell me.
I wish more than anything my dreams would come true.
I want these feelings to go away, but they never will.
Life is hard people tell me, but it will get easier, when is what I want to know...
It's been hard for way too long, and it still hasn't gotten any easier.
I wish someone would take me away from this pain;
I wish I had somewhere to go to get away from it all.
Five months, and maybe it will start to get better.
One thing at a time, starting with getting away from my dad, and these people.
Five months and I will possible be able to start my life over again.
It's time for a new escape, since all the ones I have tried are wrong.
6:14 PM
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2 Comments:
I LOVE YOU BABE!! :D
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Michele, at
February 9, 2008 at 8:08:00 PM PST
I love you too! <3
Can't wait till we can hangout!
